Does anyone else hate cleaning as much as I do? The reality is I am not sure If I hate the idea of cleaning it self or the fact that when I start its hard for me to stop, but with littles its impossible to keep going with out them needing something. With that being said I’ve tried making cleaning schedules, and I will do good following them for a certain period of time. All it takes is that one day where I don’t have the energy to keep going that messes it up altogether because then I have negative thoughts the rest of the time about myself for not pushing through and keeping up with the task at hand. Through this journey this last month, I have learnt some things about myself that I already knew, but that I also wasn’t paying attention to. Starting with;
- I let the thoughts in my head get the best of me. I am truly my own demon, I can cause myself to go from having a great day to the worst day faster then anyone else. I have been working on this more over the last month and I can truly see a difference.
- I try to tackle more task then my mind can handle at a given moment. I am a go at it all the way kind of person and sometimes that is not the best.
- the major thing that I have learnt this month is that I let what those around me think matter way to much to me. There is no reason for me to care what person B says to person C about me, when My family (person A) and I are perfectly fine and taken care of.
I guess what I am trying to make from this blog is that make out the schedule if that is what you need, but remember that if you don’t mark all those task off don’t beat yourself up over it. Just make a note to continue those chores the follow day. Then maybe sit down and relook at the list way you have things broke up and se if that is truly the best way for you to have it set up or not. We have to be our own motivation, especially if we are going to be our own demons. I know that sounds funny, but its true.
Thank you for following along, so there has been some time in-between, I’ve been my own demon the last few days. I have had things typed out and then I have deleted them. This one has been in the making sense this morning around 6am. As always thank you for your support, keep being amazing, and go check out the store! I will be posting some new things to the store page within the next week hopefully. I got some new products/ molds over the weekend that I am excited about posting. For now goodnight beautiful souls!
